Monday, May 19, 2008
ok after reading weiqin's blog i officially have no life! haha. i wish i had more time to do stuff that i like. and still be a dutiful daughter. i wish i could go to work as and when i like, like colleen. i wish i had more time with my family and friends too. but everyone gets 24hours .
i didn't even get to finish watching prison break and i have to return it to mel already cos she wants it back. i think i can forget about wanting to borrow heroes from weiqin. i didn't even have time ti finish watching death note 2 online! am i that busy.
there's gotta be more to life.
ok i am meeting weiqin and manda tmr so thank God for that. (:
think i've been having major mood swings the past few days. for reasons i'm not very sure of but could be due to that time of the month. haha. hello bf thanks for putting up with it all. (:
the weather's killing me. it's so darn hot. ok i'm going back to my room to switch on the air conditioner.
hi to everyone who's reading! (: haha. especially if i haven't seen you in ages. if i could i would arrange more gatherings.
ok i'm sorry this post is so incoherent. i'm like trying to get everything on my mind now out in this post cos i probably won't be blogging for quite a while. work doesn't permit that anymore. haha.
watchin u;
at 7:16 AM
ok it's only 4 days into my new job and i'm stressed already. haha. in a way it's self induced stress cos i just freak out at the overwhelming amount of information i have to retain and i'm just afraid of screwing up their records. anw they really trust me, with cheques that are sometimes a few hundred thousand in amount. so yup. sometimes i just have to stop and take a few deep breaths and tell myself to calm down cos i keep making silly mistakes.
but i'm really thankful for this job! in a way you can say God gave me this job cos i didn't go looking for it, it just came to me. and i have lots to do and before i know it it's time to go home. and i haven't finished my work yet. seriously. and i get to chop and sign stuff and it really makes you feel important. HAHA. best thing is i haven't complained about it yet so yes thank God i got over my negative attitude about stuff and life.
i guess you can say what i'm doing is probably preparing me for my future job. cos i'm working in the finance department and helping with their accounts. and being busy and getting used to retaining so much information is getting my brain to work hard again after 4 months of idle in preparation for uni life! so yes lots to be thankful for in this job.
i've newfound respect for accountants now, seeing how much they have to do. haha.
actually life is pretty mundane for me now. a typical weekday for me would be:
0710: wake up and get ready for work
0830-1800: WORK
18oo-1900: travel home
1900-2015: do laundry/ help mum with dinner
2015-2100: have dinner
2100-2130: bathe
2130-2230: talk to bf if he's free
2230-2300: pack stuff for next day/ quiet time
2300: sleep
so yup everyday i'm super tired from work and household chores that i go to bed at 11. then the next day it's the same cycle again. cos i don't have a maid now so my mum's juggling work and chores and me being the free-est at home am of course obliged to help. so now i don't really go out often during weekdays cos i'll feel bad. i go out like once a week? then thursday nights i have bible studies. so that at least leaves me with 3 nights a week where i'm being useful at home.
that's why i look forward to weekends where i can sleep in and have a change in schedule.
it's nice to receive compliments from complete strangers. HAHA. ok there i said it on my blog bf. haha.
i'm so hooked onto david cook's always be my baby! ok in case you don't know david cook is one of the final 2 on american idol and always be my baby was one of the songs he sang a few weeks back when the week's theme was mariah carey. it's probably the most original remake i've heard in my life and it's REALLY GOOD. everyone should check it out on youtube. (: seriously. listen to both the studio version and the version he sang during the competition itself.
really thank God for keeping me in check just when i was forgetting my priorities.
watchin u;
at 6:20 AM